Life is always unfair, that's my slogan..
It's just so easy to look at the dark side of things everytime when things went wrong..
Yesterday something serious happened..
After a good dinner i went to rush out my practical report and i feel some discomfort on my eyelid.. It felt like 2 mini mosquito bites, this happens once in a while and i always thought it was just normal bites..30 mins later i feel hundreds of ants running down my throat, it came so sudden and i started coughly midly, then i went to the kitchen to get some warm water and gulping down a few mouthful of it but it still doesn't help..
So i went to take a bath and realised the 2 bites are uniting into a bigger swell, tightness in my throat and i knew this is really serious could be due to the parwn and yam i had during my dinner..
I rushed down to the clinic and realised that the one i normally consulted was having half day on every wed, no choice, i have to opt for the ulu clinic beside it by then the swell reduced my eye size to 10%. I looked like a one eye freak while waiting for my turn..a small gal saw me and i can see she almost cried out after seeing me.. I too feel like crying haha!...
All my medical allergy histories was not available with this clinic and the doc could only diagnose based on waht i said.. Believing it was the prawn and yam, i told her it could be food allergy.. a jab was given on the spot :( i'll need to go to A&E if things dun progress by 2 hrs..
Went to A&E in the end, it was already 11pm.. my sis and jiefu drove me over, wad i saw in A&E was so different form wad i imagined.. no bloody scene, no people wailing.. After describing to the doc, he said i need another 2 jabs.. i almost fainted -.-" i feel like a white mice.. i told him i dunno wad the prev GP injected into me and they wanted 2 more jabs? it was sort of a bargaining :x, because 1) i dun wan to stay over for observation. 2) too much uncertainty with the drugs i'm allergy to and wad was injected in me 2 hrs ago, 3) no needles please! :'( ..
By then my they already drove back home as told by doc i need to be observed, my heart sank..
After the doc in charge spoke to the senior doc, the jabs were put off and they gave me some steroids.. haha.. they'll have to make a detour to pick me up :) i feel awful at that place.. many things came into my head.. the bed tt i'm sitting on, wad kind of stories behind it :x.. it's just so scary with the beeping sound filling up the cold room.. i just can't wait to go back home~
And now i'm here typing at ease with a swollen eye.. hee..
Crisis = danger + opportunity
This is so true..
i'm the only one affected by the dinner.. but y me? (i'm not cursing my family member but a just a natural question with no evil thoughts! ) I guess it's because i always find discontentment in my life, always complaining this and that like i dun have as much rights that i should have in the familly etc.. this must a lesson ..
Seeing how they sent me to and fro in the middle of the night without complaining really made me feel guilty and touched.. ignoring the captain hook, the one eye freak joke that they made on the way there ahah!
And dear stayed up so late to chat with me giving me assurance makes me feel how blessed i am : )
Now learning how to be grateful for all i have.. Time to change my way of thoughts~
If we cannot overturn the inequality system, y not just accept it and everyone will be happier?
