Best things in life are free~

Life is always unfair, that's my slogan..
It's just so easy to look at the dark side of things everytime when things went wrong..

Yesterday something serious happened..

After a good dinner i went to rush out my practical report and i feel some discomfort on my eyelid.. It felt like 2 mini mosquito bites, this happens once in a while and i always thought it was just normal bites..30 mins later i feel hundreds of ants running down my throat, it came so sudden and i started coughly midly, then i went to the kitchen to get some warm water and gulping down a few mouthful of it but it still doesn't help..

So i went to take a bath and realised the 2 bites are uniting into a bigger swell, tightness in my throat and i knew this is really serious could be due to the parwn and yam i had during my dinner..

I rushed down to the clinic and realised that the one i normally consulted was having half day on every wed, no choice, i have to opt for the ulu clinic beside it by then the swell reduced my eye size to 10%. I looked like a one eye freak while waiting for my turn..a small gal saw me and i can see she almost cried out after seeing me.. I too feel like crying haha!...

All my medical allergy histories was not available with this clinic and the doc could only diagnose based on waht i said.. Believing it was the prawn and yam, i told her it could be food allergy.. a jab was given on the spot :( i'll need to go to A&E if things dun progress by 2 hrs..

Went to A&E in the end, it was already 11pm.. my sis and jiefu drove me over, wad i saw in A&E was so different form wad i imagined.. no bloody scene, no people wailing.. After describing to the doc, he said i need another 2 jabs.. i almost fainted -.-" i feel like a white mice.. i told him i dunno wad the prev GP injected into me and they wanted 2 more jabs? it was sort of a bargaining :x, because 1) i dun wan to stay over for observation. 2) too much uncertainty with the drugs i'm allergy to and wad was injected in me 2 hrs ago, 3) no needles please! :'( ..
By then my they already drove back home as told by doc i need to be observed, my heart sank..

After the doc in charge spoke to the senior doc, the jabs were put off and they gave me some steroids.. haha.. they'll have to make a detour to pick me up :) i feel awful at that place.. many things came into my head.. the bed tt i'm sitting on, wad kind of stories behind it :x.. it's just so scary with the beeping sound filling up the cold room.. i just can't wait to go back home~

And now i'm here typing at ease with a swollen eye.. hee..
Crisis = danger + opportunity
This is so true..
i'm the only one affected by the dinner.. but y me? (i'm not cursing my family member but a just a natural question with no evil thoughts! ) I guess it's because i always find discontentment in my life, always complaining this and that like i dun have as much rights that i should have in the familly etc.. this must a lesson ..

Seeing how they sent me to and fro in the middle of the night without complaining really made me feel guilty and touched.. ignoring the captain hook, the one eye freak joke that they made on the way there ahah!
And dear stayed up so late to chat with me giving me assurance makes me feel how blessed i am : )
Now learning how to be grateful for all i have.. Time to change my way of thoughts~

If we cannot overturn the inequality system, y not just accept it and everyone will be happier?

1+1=2?

Just some of my random non-sense thoughts

"When whole is greater than the sum of the parts" - a term that sets me thinking, actually this is nothing new.

In primary school, we've learnt the story about a boy breaking his chopstick.. One chopstick is easy to break without much effort but when it comes to breaking 10.. you need "bull strength".

In uni, we also learnt that relative mass of a system is smaller than the sum of the masses of its constituent parts.

The same goes for the society, the strength of unity..

But when does the whole gets smaller than the sum of the parts? When the team doesn't work well?

Life is like a jigsaw puzzle, for a start each has its counter piece fitting one another perfectly.. sadly, it seems like the material of the puzzles are degradable and the shape of each piece changes over time. But this is life isn't it? The only constant thing in this world is change..

I'll surf the waves!

Things are changing.
I've a bad feeling about it..
As a believer for everyting happens for a reason, now i see why i'm taking Crisis Management...
Please help me tide through *prays*

Bye bye dear phone~

Here i am once again.. normally there'll be updates when something 'interesting' happens..
Month of july, especially after the distribution of GST offset is the crucial period for me.. I thought things were looking good.. I had a great job, nice collegues with cool environment.. But it seems fated, somehow.. I have to 破财 again..

My phone was stolen by a piece of shit! *Sigh* I'm working as recep in sch office, as usual we normally place the phone on the desk, cos work can get really bored at times so it became a habit to check the phone periodically.. It so happened that the morning was terribly busy.. Students coming over to the counter to print their posters.. And it was like 3 hours after my last sms then i decided to go for my break and realised that it was missing, tried calling the phone and it was switched off.. bad news.. quickly suspended my line cos there gt alot of AH TIONGS, so afraid that they will make overseas calls.. and as usual the SOP, hid in the toilet and cry.. Reported the case to the security and police..

I really hope that the evil shit will have his dirty finger will get stucked in the disgusting nose forever while picking them!
There's this hand sanitizer on the reception desk.. i should have requested all visitors to sanitise their hands before stepping in.. 以免他们手脚不干净-.-" ..
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Its definitely my fault for creating such incident to happen.. But that doesn't mean that he shud 顺手牵羊.. where are the morals, the education that were given??(If its really a student there who did it.. its such a disgrace).. Sigh
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And i got chased by a pet dog the very night..
What a day..

Thanks dear for supporting me with spare phone again hehe.. 雪中送炭 :)
*cross finger* 希望有失必有得 hehee!

Meet ups!

It feels great to have mini gathering once in a while, its not easy to organise outings.. kudos to the organisers : )

First gathering was with the uni clique, cooking session at Eunice place. Actually alot of preparation were already done by eunice and zhining, soup was prepared and chicken marinated. Zhining being the only tt can cook ended up the chef of the day.. opps :x, but her culinary is really not bad. Clearing the dishes makes me feel better after bai chi bai he-ing.

After the food appreciation comes music appreciation, eunice played lotsa nice songs on piano :D.. while listening, i regret not having a chance to learn it.. qx tried to teach me a few simple sets of notes to play but i feel so retarded. It seems tt ppl tt plays music uses both brains alot and are sure alot much smarter~

Lastly comes the gossip appreciation part! lol.. *shhh...*

Busy busy
When others are busy preparing :x

Second gathering is again with the uni clique..haha.. Shirley is kind enough to reserve several tickets for Budak Pantai acapella performance and invited us :D. Its at the top of the YMCA building, very nice setting with good weather. The theme was international song.. many songs i never heard before, but they changed the lyrics added in alot of political stuffs lol.. being someone poor in general knowledge, i didn't catch some of the contents.. or rather most :x. Overall it is an entertaining performance~ And yeah! i still can't believe paying $10 for a drink, tidbits and entertainment.. Guess they did it for passion and not really to earn $.

Third gathering is with HAHA.. we got to know through the 2 weeks entrepreneur course.. thanks to keesok for organising it.. 1 yr after the course and 1 sem after the last meet up.. lol, quite a pity that the other 3 can't make it.. nonetheless, we had a fun time : )

Game: Banana Slap (game that test reaction)

She's good at this..
He's even better!

Jenga!! Game of strategy & cunningness : p

...when will our next mj session be lol~

The ddiiissaastrouus exams is finally over, really dun wanna da bao any modules this time.. i gt a bad feeling though.. *pray HARD*

My last paper was so sickening.. study till i feel so sick, made me even more sick when i see the questions and finally really fell sick after i got home. Didn't manage to join the uni cliques to watch 17 again *sigh* It feels like a really long time since we went out tog le.. hope things will get better the next sem!

Life after exams till now is sleeping, and having plenty of awful medicine.. they shud just use m&m coating for those bitter and powdery tablets :s

Hope i'll recover soon, at least this 病让我一病见人心.

Being healthy is the greatest blessing~

...

At some point in time, i feel really sick of the stuffs that i'm doing...

Now still left with another 2 years more but feel so exhausted...

Totally dragging my feet and brain to school.. *sigh*

But it sure beats working, becos i'll never forget the terrible and dreadful days during the ITP in poly..

If only chemistry is just chemistry...

No wonder people say you'll get to see more flaws after knowing "someone" too long..

Soooo wanna go on a holiday!~ but no $ no talk :x

emo 时间又到了

迷路了，迷失了。。

希望这只是短暂的乌云，模糊了我的视线。。


This semester is flashing off too fast..

Partly, thanks to the "prata", "ecstacy" or "chocolate" ..

Now stress is piling up..

08' -> 09'

03/12/2008
A mini gathering at sentosa with the more cooked poly friends (mq, qx, qw, mh)..
Was quite reluctant to go at first becos..
Its Sentosa (i can't fit in there)..
Not sure if i can blend well with the polymates ( i was v antisocial back then)..
But still turned up cos the picnic idea seems fun..

The day didn't turn out as boring as i thought with the pokers and ball to keep us entertained.. ahaha..
We went to walk around vivo after sitting under the sun's radiation for hours..
Then something philosophical popped out..
Some food for thoughts:

Life is like a train, at different stations, people come and go, these people might leave deep footprints in your life, but there will be always a time for them to go to allow new people to fill up the remaining moments..
Its kinda sad yet quite true, so lets all cherish every moments and friends that we have.. so that at least the only thing that they left (memories) were beautiful..

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There's no new year mood this year, maybe because..
There's no pot luck?
Its supposed to be a table for 5 but on the eve it was for 4?
The flu bugs are still enjoying my company?
Xuan left before 8 15? (haha this is crap :x)
I think its because in the blink of an eye, the sneeze of a nose..we're one year older again.. haa..

New year eve celebration:
We had dinner at ichiban sushi in JP1..
The xmas present was finally exchanged...
Its xuan's turn to express her gratitude for taking mine for the past 2 years haha.. Thanks xuan, the earrings are actually quite nice.. haha
And my turn to repay wl's clover kindness by giving her something that she should like.. I guess she really like it cos she had that pouch le -.-".. can see she's quite unwilling to smile when taking pictures with it *bish*.. lol.. maybe shud have bought her a pair of chopstick instead =x..
We did some shoppings at the new extension before we'll be seeing other next year =x

Guess my 08 resolution can be brought over to 09 cos.. i dun think i've accomplished most hehe.. still.. i had an enjoyable 08!! *Bye 08*
Hope 2009 will be a great year filled with laughter, peace and joy. May all stay healthy and happy =) Lastly, may it be a fruitful 09 for me!